Hmmm... it's been about 4 weeks without a single dot or word posted in this blogosphere! hehe... Yesterday, I was about to write something, yet my pals are about to go. So I postponed what i about to post. Hmmpfff.... I think I'm feeling new here, words keep on swirling in my head yet I can't put them into writing. Yesterday, I had so much to tell yet I can't even compose a paragraph.
Today is the 32nd wedding anniversary of my beloved parents and I really wanted to see them, yet I can't, cause here I am in a far away land where I know no one and I have no one to go. I am such a wanderer, a traveller in this land.
I was asked by my sister to compose a message for my parents, she will be the one who will write it on the card. I can't express my feelings thru texts, so I told her I will just e-mail it to her. As I am writing or typing what I wanted to say, I keep on deleting it because I can't really express what I feel, I have so much to say to them but I can't and I don't know why. I think I only wrote three paragraphs which was not enough. I should have written a novel if I wanted to and if time permits. I was so dissappointed with myself (I should have expressed it better thru writing yet I stopped and became a coward instead, i was afraid that my letter was not good enough for them to read).
A Thank you is an understatement, and a sorry was never enough. I just thank God that despite the distance where I can't see the smile on their faces and I can't hear their laughters, I know they are happy and safe. They have a peaceful mind and a pacified heart.
Don't worry nanay and tatay, I will reach my dreams and you will be proud of me in the future!
Thank you so much and I love you very much! God is always with us!=)
