Saturday, October 9, 2010

my girls

I miss my girlfriends... I miss the times when we used to shop,eat,walk,talk,laugh,watch movies,had fun,study,doing some stuffs only we can do, talking in our own language. I just miss them so much. I miss the school where we met, know each other,became friends,and even more like sisters.

Mommy Jen: My mommy,I miss her calling me "nak", telling me to study, giving me some good advices and waking me up. I miss her smile and the way she is having her mood swings. I miss her scream of terror from the horror and suspense movies we had watch together. I miss her...

Tati: I miss her boyish voice, the way she speaks, the way she moves, the way she laugh and I miss her stories that made me wonder how she came up with it! LOL

Mai: This is my partner in crime, my alter ego, my twin, my sister,ally and she's all that! I miss her because we've been together through good times and bad, through the lowest and highest peak. I miss her because we are sisters! I miss her because she's one of the best!

I just miss my girls and I am excited to see them again!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Missing it!

It's been a decade since I last posted a blog and I miss it! I miss the feeling of freely expressing my thoughts into something that could remind me that I truly exist and as of now still living in this world.

I missed a lot of sharing, I missed Christmas,new year,valentine's,graduation, and passing the board exam blogs. I can not remember the entire thing I wish I had written. I just miss my brains for the past months. I think my brain had an AWOL. LOL!

Now, I am asking myself what did I do for the past few months? Days passed us so fast and every minute counts. Every memory lives. I wish I had been so determined and diligent to post something up even just a paragraph or two so that I could go back to the days and can say I was alive, still living and still be breathing.

I can say that time is so fast, seeing my nephew grow in front of my very own eyes, the way he gains weight,and the way he eats. It makes me wonder how my life had become since I passed the board exam and had the R.Ph. after my name.

I am trying to write something up, but I can't finish it, it is done in my mind but I don't know how to put it into paper. Maybe I should stick into blogging because it is more exciting and easy. I had the so called "writer's block" as they say, and maybe I need a different setting or environment to come up with something. Or maybe and intense emotion to have the courage to put it in paper.

I miss this blog and I miss my blogmates too. I have been away and now I can say I am back!