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First of all, it has been a trillion years since i last posted a blog, not only here in blogspot but also with other sites... I just don't have the time and my body is to tired to type because of the 12 hours a day, 7 days a week duty... Whew! Who would have thought that I am doing this for how many weeks and there's only 12 duty days left! Yes! But before I celebrate, there will also be a duty at a manufacturing lab, where I don't know where it is located and I have now the plane ticket. ( I'm not excited though, I am just prepared!=0

I just want to write this blog to post about something! Hehe... It's Kenji Fujima's birthday, my first love! hehe... Kenji Fujima do not exist, I don't know if there is really a Kenji Fujima, maybe there is a guy named kenji fujima, there's a lot of kenjis by the way! He is someone from the Slam Dunk, an anime whose genre is basketball. Where my passion of playing ball started. Slam Dunk was the one who ignited the fire in me! Yeah! I know that this anime is some funny and sometimes stupid crap, it is sometimes an impossible!

But Slam Dunk taught me a lot! Not only the interest to play ball and to play ball only, but a lot! It is an understatement, hehe... but whenever i watch this anime, I feel so happy! hehe... In SD, I found this guy, the shortest of all among the Shoyo players, the team captain and also their coach! Well, while almost everybody thinks tha Kaede Rukawa is the best looking player in SD, they can think again, because there's still Kenji Fujima and Akira Sendoh of Ryonan! hehe...

I fell in love with Kenji! Toinks! Yes, I was young then, but he just simply captured my heart! Wahaha. My first love in anime, I have liked so many guys in the anime world but no one beats Kenji! Even though he is just simple player, not noticed by everyone but who noticed by my eyes,was someone to look forward to. He formed some stupid standards for me to look someone like him up, who I think do not exist!

How could you have a relationship with someone who do not exist in reality? How could you have a relationship with someone who do not even know you, whose million and million of miles away? How could you separate your idealistic mind and logical mind in finding someone? nyahaha! Yeah, someone told me that, because I'm still young, I am still looking for that ideal guy, for someone we can call Mr. Right, Mr. Perfect or the one girls drool over in pocketbooks! The one your imagination form, but when you reach the age where your logical mind starts to tick, you will realize that your ideal guy only exist in your dreams. The ratio would have been 1:100000 maybe. Maybe they exist but you don't really know if that existence is not covered by stupid guys!

Okay, I would like to continue typing and posting but I will be late for duty! I will post something if I'm not too tired! hehe... maybe someday, my Fujima or Harry Potter will come!=)