It's finally Christmas!!! I am so happy that it came. Celebrating the birth of our saviour, spending time with our family. Catching up.
Christmas ia the season I always look forward to. Because it is the time ahere everyone seems so nice and good. Churches are filled with mass goers, aside from the delicious food. We have gifts to give and open too.
Yeah, i received presents this christmas but then i still miss gifts coming from my parents where i could enjoy opening them. Where i could be surprise what's inside the wrapper. Yeah, I'm maybe of age but then I still have a heart of a kid. I still want surprises and gifts where i could really feel that they made an effort in giving me something. Cash is good but it defeats the purpose of gift giving. I can just say that maybe it's out of obligation thst they gave me gift because i'm their daughter. I know it's somewhat nothing but then I want something aside from cash. I want something with effort atleast. I am not counting what I've done but then they could take time to buy something for other people but not their own daughter? I am not that hard to please cause even just a small something could make me happy. I didn't ask for something so expensive. I even didn't ask for anything because i am the only one who makes my wishlist come true.
Ok, it's Christmas. It's not my birthday but His. I just want to thank you Lord for everything. I want to thank you for your unconditional love and for protecting me and my family. I just want to thank you for sending us your only son to be our saviour. Lord, thanks for the learnings and reflections that i had. Let your will be done and not mine. For i know that your plan is always the best and for the good. :)
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Harry Potter fan
I must admit, that I'm a big fan, no, a huge fan of HARRY POTTER. It's more than a decade now, I've been crushing on Harry Potter since I was in grade school, until now I guess. I laughed, cried and my emotions were stirred when I was reading the books and watching the movies. There are things about Harry Potter that made me who I am right now. One thing is, I learned to love reading books because of the sequel. It made me believe in magic even more.
I just don't have the right words to describe how in love I am with Harry Potter (the character in the books) then when Daniel Radcliffe played the role of HP, I learned to love him too. Not just a mere crush, more than like and a little of love. (a little eh????) My pockets are always empty just to buy some collectibles and poster of HP.
Ok, enough with HP, let me get straight to Daniel Radcliffe, I already mentioned that I love him (LOL). I was devastated when I learned that he already had a girlfriend. I was like so depressed and sad, I said to myself that they will break up someday, and boom! They broke up, but then again he found another love, and just this morning I found out that he is now single. When I already accepted the fact that we will never cross each other's paths. My heart jump out of joy, I was speechless. But then, no matter whom he will love next I'll be happy for them because I want him to be happiest with someone he loves.
Lastly, I was screaming when I heard the news that they are filming the ninth Harry Potter movie, but the sad thing is, it will only be shown in Harry Potter theme parks. So, my goal now is to save up for the Japan Harry Potter theme park opening about 2 years from now. I just hope so!!!
I just don't have the right words to describe how in love I am with Harry Potter (the character in the books) then when Daniel Radcliffe played the role of HP, I learned to love him too. Not just a mere crush, more than like and a little of love. (a little eh????) My pockets are always empty just to buy some collectibles and poster of HP.
Ok, enough with HP, let me get straight to Daniel Radcliffe, I already mentioned that I love him (LOL). I was devastated when I learned that he already had a girlfriend. I was like so depressed and sad, I said to myself that they will break up someday, and boom! They broke up, but then again he found another love, and just this morning I found out that he is now single. When I already accepted the fact that we will never cross each other's paths. My heart jump out of joy, I was speechless. But then, no matter whom he will love next I'll be happy for them because I want him to be happiest with someone he loves.
Lastly, I was screaming when I heard the news that they are filming the ninth Harry Potter movie, but the sad thing is, it will only be shown in Harry Potter theme parks. So, my goal now is to save up for the Japan Harry Potter theme park opening about 2 years from now. I just hope so!!!
Christmas Shopping
Ten days to go and it's Christmas, still, I haven't done my Christmas Shopping. So many things to do, so little time, nah! I am just too lazy to buy some stuffs for my family and friends. I have no patience in terms of lining up the cashier and pay for the things I bought. I also don't know how to give them for Christmas. I have no idea what to give my family, and lastly, my BUDGET. I don't know where to get it. HAHA!!! (I'm on leave and I have no salary!) :(
I badly need suggestions and donations. I need them ASAP!!!
I badly need suggestions and donations. I need them ASAP!!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Forever Alone
Lately, I am feeling that loneliness, that feeling when you feel so down and alone. When you feel the longing to be with someone or something. Yes, I have friends and family but still you search for something that's lacking. It's like a missing piece in a puzzle or a cherry on an ice cream. Have you ever feel that despite the moment that you're in a crowd you feel so lonely inside?
I am feeling that way for months now, and I don't know what to do anymore. I am eating alone, walking alone, strolling alone. I am always alone. Yes, I know I am way too independent that maybe I was used to do things by myself, but sometimes I also need a companion. I also need someone in my life who would do things for me, but then, maybe finding that someone will take some time. Waiting for that someone will take a lot of days, months or even years. But I'm still willing to wait no matter how silly it seems. I know in my heart that there is someone meant for me, I may not meet him now, but I know in the future I will. And I will no longer be forever alone.
I am feeling that way for months now, and I don't know what to do anymore. I am eating alone, walking alone, strolling alone. I am always alone. Yes, I know I am way too independent that maybe I was used to do things by myself, but sometimes I also need a companion. I also need someone in my life who would do things for me, but then, maybe finding that someone will take some time. Waiting for that someone will take a lot of days, months or even years. But I'm still willing to wait no matter how silly it seems. I know in my heart that there is someone meant for me, I may not meet him now, but I know in the future I will. And I will no longer be forever alone.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
I am YOURs
Why am I Single??
Everyone is asking me this question. "hey, you're already 23, are you still single?" then there's a follow-up question of the big "WHY"? This time I don't know how to answer because they won't take "basta" for an answer. They want me to explain, they want the because of their whys.
Well, I have now the reason why I am single, it is not because that I am too picky or I have a high standard. It is maybe because that I am full of love from the people around me that it is overflowing that I don't have the time to look for more. It is because that I wasn't able to found that someone who could love me like my dad and mom, it is because that I wasn't able to meet that someone who could understand me, who would love me unconditionally and who would do everything to know me deeper, who would love the real me, and not only the things that they see me, I wasn't able to meet that someone who sees through me, through my very soul and my well being. I wasn't able too meet that someone who could love or even surpass the love of God. I wasn't able to meet that someone who could love me without any reason, I wasn't able to KNOW someone whom I can be perfectly imperfect. I know there's still a lot of reason why I am single, because you know what? I am more than happy to spend my time with HIM.
There's still no one on earth who could make me both laugh and cry at the same time. It is only HIM who could make me insane without doing anything. It is only Him who captured my heart and whom I know who will love me despite of my imperfection and mistakes, despite my own failures and bad thoughts. Because in Him I know I am safe and well protected, in Him i have found peace. In Him alone I can be my self, in Him I can be the best. In Him, I could cry my heart out without embarrassing myself. You see, I still wasn't able to find someone whose comparable to Him. I know that there's no one like Him and there's no one on earth who could do those things like He did. But I know, I always know that even if I am single, I will always have Him.
When my time comes and my DADDY won't let me meet the prince charming I am waiting for, then I promise to devote myself to Thee. Thy will be done and not mine. For He said, He had called me by my name, "I love you and you are MINE" then everything I have and will be having, I am willing to let go to follow HIM. I will leave everything on earth to be with HIM, if that's what He wants. For I am a servant of the Lord, though I am a princess, everything that the King asks will be granted.
Everyone is asking me this question. "hey, you're already 23, are you still single?" then there's a follow-up question of the big "WHY"? This time I don't know how to answer because they won't take "basta" for an answer. They want me to explain, they want the because of their whys.
Well, I have now the reason why I am single, it is not because that I am too picky or I have a high standard. It is maybe because that I am full of love from the people around me that it is overflowing that I don't have the time to look for more. It is because that I wasn't able to found that someone who could love me like my dad and mom, it is because that I wasn't able to meet that someone who could understand me, who would love me unconditionally and who would do everything to know me deeper, who would love the real me, and not only the things that they see me, I wasn't able to meet that someone who sees through me, through my very soul and my well being. I wasn't able too meet that someone who could love or even surpass the love of God. I wasn't able to meet that someone who could love me without any reason, I wasn't able to KNOW someone whom I can be perfectly imperfect. I know there's still a lot of reason why I am single, because you know what? I am more than happy to spend my time with HIM.
There's still no one on earth who could make me both laugh and cry at the same time. It is only HIM who could make me insane without doing anything. It is only Him who captured my heart and whom I know who will love me despite of my imperfection and mistakes, despite my own failures and bad thoughts. Because in Him I know I am safe and well protected, in Him i have found peace. In Him alone I can be my self, in Him I can be the best. In Him, I could cry my heart out without embarrassing myself. You see, I still wasn't able to find someone whose comparable to Him. I know that there's no one like Him and there's no one on earth who could do those things like He did. But I know, I always know that even if I am single, I will always have Him.
When my time comes and my DADDY won't let me meet the prince charming I am waiting for, then I promise to devote myself to Thee. Thy will be done and not mine. For He said, He had called me by my name, "I love you and you are MINE" then everything I have and will be having, I am willing to let go to follow HIM. I will leave everything on earth to be with HIM, if that's what He wants. For I am a servant of the Lord, though I am a princess, everything that the King asks will be granted.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
Christmas is in the Air!!
Days are so fast that I haven't realized it's already advent, days from now and it's already Christmas. Everyone is so busy, and they're already buying gifts for their family and special someones. The mall is crowded and the traffic is heavy. It's the season to be jolly and to be holy.
You see, CHRISTMAS is very much awaited, almost everybody is looking forward for this day to arrive, especially when you're a FILIPINO, they say that "walang tatalo sa pasko ng 'Pinas" because we filipinos are very traditional and loving, very thoughtful too. We value the gift of family and friends, we value almost everything. But sometimes we tend to forgot the real essence of Christmas, what are we celebrating it for?
CHRISTMAS without CHRIST is just mas--moment of sadness. We tend to feel sad and lonely. Sometimes, we don't even remember that it is the birth of Christ, we are just looking for something that can feed our eyes and earthly wants, we tend to forget our soul and the very essence of the celebration. We forgot that it's not only a time of giving and receiving, it is also a time of forgiveness and peace.
So this Christmas, let us not only feed our body, let us feed our soul, let us celebrate it wholeheartedly, without feeling empty and let's love each other!
You see, CHRISTMAS is very much awaited, almost everybody is looking forward for this day to arrive, especially when you're a FILIPINO, they say that "walang tatalo sa pasko ng 'Pinas" because we filipinos are very traditional and loving, very thoughtful too. We value the gift of family and friends, we value almost everything. But sometimes we tend to forgot the real essence of Christmas, what are we celebrating it for?
CHRISTMAS without CHRIST is just mas--moment of sadness. We tend to feel sad and lonely. Sometimes, we don't even remember that it is the birth of Christ, we are just looking for something that can feed our eyes and earthly wants, we tend to forget our soul and the very essence of the celebration. We forgot that it's not only a time of giving and receiving, it is also a time of forgiveness and peace.
So this Christmas, let us not only feed our body, let us feed our soul, let us celebrate it wholeheartedly, without feeling empty and let's love each other!
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Goodbye Typhoon
Thank you Lord, for sparing us from typhoon Pablo, we never experienced the wrath of mother nature's revenge for mankind, you never let us walk into the waters, you never let your wind destroyed our houses. Thank you Lord for your love for us, I don't know if I am the only one thinking that you're spoiling us? haha! (kidding)
Lord, please help our brothers and sisters in Mindanao who got hit by the strong typhoon, let them know that You are there, that You truly exist. Let them know that You will take care of everything and everything will be alright in due time. Let them know that You love them and You are God, that there is nothing to be feared about. Let them know that You hear their prayers. Lord, please cradle in Your loving arms the people who met their tragic ends, and let them enter Your kingdom. Father God, embrace the family who are left behind and those who needs shelter, food and clothing. We need You, and I know You could hear our prayers.
Thank you DAD! You really are the best! I love you!
Lord, please help our brothers and sisters in Mindanao who got hit by the strong typhoon, let them know that You are there, that You truly exist. Let them know that You will take care of everything and everything will be alright in due time. Let them know that You love them and You are God, that there is nothing to be feared about. Let them know that You hear their prayers. Lord, please cradle in Your loving arms the people who met their tragic ends, and let them enter Your kingdom. Father God, embrace the family who are left behind and those who needs shelter, food and clothing. We need You, and I know You could hear our prayers.
Thank you DAD! You really are the best! I love you!
Feeling So Blessed!
Yeah! It's been so long since my last visit. I missed you, you know. I was just too preoccupied and lazy too. Sorry! It's December already and Christmas is in the air, days to go and viola Jesus will be born!
By the way, I am writing this blog, because I feel so blessed! I really am! I'm so blessed to have friends and family who loves me and cares for me. I have a good sense of direction and common sense too. I have God. There's nothing I could ask for more, because with them, I am complete.
I may not have all the material things this world can offer, all I have are things that money can't buy, happiness, satisfaction, friends, family and a loving God. Who would ask for more? Because with these, I have more than enough. In this lifetime, I will just walk by this earth, everything can be taken away any minute, my life can be cut any moment, I can't bring these things with me, when that time comes, but with your love, and memories. Yeah, no one can take them away from me, and I am thankful for such wonderful things. Thank you so much, for being part of my life.
In HIM, I'm more than happy, contented and because of his overflowing love that I can love others, it is because of his mercy that I could forgive others, it is because of his helping hands that I can serve others, it is because I'm HIS princess that I can be so spoiled! =))
By the way, I am writing this blog, because I feel so blessed! I really am! I'm so blessed to have friends and family who loves me and cares for me. I have a good sense of direction and common sense too. I have God. There's nothing I could ask for more, because with them, I am complete.
I may not have all the material things this world can offer, all I have are things that money can't buy, happiness, satisfaction, friends, family and a loving God. Who would ask for more? Because with these, I have more than enough. In this lifetime, I will just walk by this earth, everything can be taken away any minute, my life can be cut any moment, I can't bring these things with me, when that time comes, but with your love, and memories. Yeah, no one can take them away from me, and I am thankful for such wonderful things. Thank you so much, for being part of my life.
In HIM, I'm more than happy, contented and because of his overflowing love that I can love others, it is because of his mercy that I could forgive others, it is because of his helping hands that I can serve others, it is because I'm HIS princess that I can be so spoiled! =))
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