Now, I learned another lesson. PEOPLE DO CHANGE, and they change rapidly, they change fast. I am just thinking that, no matter how good, nice and kind you are to others, you can't deny the fact that they could hurt you either meant or not. There are just people who will take you for granted.

I wonder what I did wrong, why are friendship drifted away, why is it that it's too easy for that person to let go and act as if nothing's wrong,  as if we didn't have a strong friendship, I feel like a trash, after everything I've done and everything I did for that someone, it's like that someone just dropped me, that someone doesn't need me anymore.

It's just so painful that I feel worthless, that I feel so bad about it. Because that person did it a lot of times, I keep on forgiving and forgetting but I think this time I've reached my limit and this time I'm done. This time, I learned that sometimes being too nice could also mean hurting yourself without knowing. God help me please.