Mr. Dream Boy

Here I am again...

I want to share this in a very comfortable language.

I watched a movie together with my college friends and it's a Filipino movie.
I just remembered what it was about, and now I am associating myself to have the same sentiments with the girl. (Actually, I found this in my drafts and I don't even remember what movie it was, and I don't know what I will post in this one. I think I just continue this, and let the title of this blog be my entire guide.)

The title is MR. DREAMBOY, so maybe I was about to post something about my own ideal guy or maybe my own dream boy. I just remembered something, when I typed this "dream boy". I want to share to you that there is a certain man in my dreams. I always see him while I'm asleep. Different scenario but same face and same body built-- exactly the same man. But the sad thing is, in my dreams his face is very vivid and very striking to me that I can almost remember every contour of his handsome face, but then whenever I wake up, all of the clear picture will be a blur and the most sad thing is, I can't remember his face no matter how I try. The feelings I've felt in my dreams and when I wake we're the same. What's bothering me, is, only his face was somewhat erased or like a water color that has been smudged. I could remember the dress he wore, how tall he is, how he smile, what he did but then the most important thing in his anatomy is missing--FACE! (I am dreaming of a faceless man.)

I was frustrated with myself and with my memory because I know that I am very good in recognizing someone's face and name. I could remember someone's face even though it's the first time that I've seen them. I could remember my fellow passengers whenever I ride the jeepney. But then, that someone whom I guess could make me happy, whom I think could make me smile is like the only face I could not recognize when I'm awake. It's like the feeling of you know the answer to the question because you stayed up late to study for it, but then you weren't able to answer it because you can't remember it no matter how much you try. Then you'll be disappointed!

I will never lose hope. I know that in time I will surely find my dream boy. I will surely determine his face, and I will know because my heart will tell me and my mind will agree that the one in front of me is the one that I've been dreaming of all these times. I know that when that time comes in the near future, this man will be the only one in my dreams and in my reality. I know and I believe that this man, will truly make me happy and when that time comes I will surely recognize him! TEEHEE