Here I am Again!=)

Hmmm... Nothing to do, just looking at the monitor and listening to a single song all over again! Oh my! I really miss blogging, but sad to say, our internet connection (wi-fi) can't connect to friendster,facebook,blogspot and other sites with password, we assumed that it was filtered. I really do have so much to tell and I can only express it through writing or blogging...

Early in the morning while I was taking a bath, my imagination started to fantasize and as if I am dreaming while I'm awake... It's the birthday of our nanay Hannah, and we're ready to surprise her, we really made efforts for the special day, and I am thinking of my birthday on September where I'll be turning 20 and I think I am not 20 yet though. It's the 1st of July and it's about 3 months before that day will come.

I remembered, when I turned 18... I didn't expect that my family would surprise me because I don't like to have parties or what-so-ever. I just want something to treasure for my birthday. It was fun, where my high school friends came but my college friends didn't though because we are having our final exams... (I always have an exam during my birthday except my 19th birthday, because it was a Sunday). I already asked my mother about it, not to give me any celebration because I am planning to have it after I pass the Pharmacy board exam maybe next year. But still she didn't hear my plead and gave me a surprise party, but the rain (storm) ruined it (nakikiayon gid sa akon... I was never excited to have it since from the start, even thinking that I am 18 was far behind my imagination... where other girls or ladies like me are looking forward and are very much excited to have it... I don't even bother). The venue where it was patterned from the "Gryffindor common room" was not used because it was ruined, I didn't see it by the way, even a glimpse. But I was so happy when I saw my Harry Potter Cake, and the movie that my eldest sister made just for me... I cried when I had my birthday speech where I promised my family that I will be a pharmacist. I will cut this story out, I don't want to reminisce something... I just want to have it in my memory...

Last year, I also made some wish list and not a single gift from my wish list was granted, so here I am again... stating my wishlist. and hoping that when my birthday comes I may receive something... it will be extended for christmas!=)

Since I love to read, I will state the books I want to have...

* Harry Potter series (even though I already read all of them I still want to have them in my collection, I want it hard bound and I want them so bad!)
* Eragon, Eldest and Brisngr (it is authored by Christopher Paolini and I really do love the story and the elven language, I can't find Eragon in bookstores, only the Brisngr where I haven't read even just a word)
* Books authored by Paolo Coelho ( I already owned and read some of them but I want to collect his books, they are so nice especially the Alchemist)
* Count of Monte Cristo ( it is said to be one of the most favorite book of Dr. Jose Rizal and it is the only film showing in my high school days where I didn't fall asleep, and since I am a countess, I want to read a Book of a count!)
* Princess Diaries collection ( I am just an ordinary girl with extraordinary dreams and I'm a princess for some... I just want to read this!)
* Lemony Snicket's Series of Unfortunate Events Collection ( I really do love them, especially Klauss!)
* Lord of the Rings Trilogy and other books authored by JRR Tolkiens ( I just love the old man)
* Goosebumps ( When I was young, and I'm still young... I used to collect them and I only stopped when the price was far beyond my allowance...)
* Nancy Drew (Carolyn Keene... I want to be a sleuth)
* Hardy Boys (Franklin Dixon... I just want some action while sleuthing)
* Sherlock Holmes (I already have the 2 volumes, authored by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle... Whew! My bedtime story!)
* Remington: The Science and Practice of Pharmacy 21st Ed, or 15th( I have the 20th, and it is good, though I haven’t finished reading this bible for pharmacist)
* USP (United States Pharmacopoeia, it is very expensive though)
* Dictionary ( English, Korean, Japanese, Chinese,Filipino, Elven, etc)
* Books authored by Mitch Albom (except Tuesday's with Morrie, already have it)
* Mythical creatures
* Recipe Book
* Books authored by Bob Ong
* Pugad Baboy collection
* Lastly, THE BIBLE...

It is not yet done... I also love music...=)

* Album of Westlife
* A1
* BSB
* Jonas Brothers
* F4 (taiwan)
* Blue
* David Archuleta
* David Cook
* Eraser Heads
* Jesse McCartney
* aaron carter
* High School Musical Soundtrack 2&3
* Album of Jay Chou (taiwan)
* Soundtrack of Boys over Flowers
* Pussycat Dolls (Jai Ho)
* MYMP
* OST of Transformers
* grand piano
* drums (set)
* guitar
* violin

I love music, it's a lot to mention and I can't remember all of them...=(

---Boardgames (to excercise my wit)

* Chess Board
* Games of the general
* scrabble
* anything that you can think of

i want Gadgets and Gizmos but I can't afford them now...=(

* Laptop (badly needed for research and thesis writing...=((
* a watch (digital)
* an Ipod video or iPhone
* a cell phone (wi-fi ready... music phone)
* digital camera
* sony psp slim (black)
* Nintendo DS
* a car (Lamborghini Diablo, and a race car)
* hmmmm.... I'll think again for more...

Hmmm... For the most expensive and almost impossible, (long term)

* A house and lot (preferrably a compound)
* trip to JAPAN, New Caledonia, London, Asia (tour around the world)
* to be in Hogwart or Harry Potter theme park (hoping someday it will come true)
* the car mention above
* have my own business
* a yacth
* to stargaze
* to be in 2 places at once
* to fly a plane
* to dance in a snow
* to sing under water
* to have world peace
* to eat every delicacies
* to meet my soulmate (hmmm... I wonder who he is)

I really appreciate if you gave me something from the heart like:

* a poem
* a story of my life (how you see me as a person)
* a chocolate
* a homemade cuisine
* bouquet of flowers (tulips, blue roses)
* a song (composed by you)
* and anything that you think would make me happy

My ultimate wishes that only Big Dad could give:

* to be a registered Pharmacist
* to die as a saint 9what do you think, huh?)
* to have a closer relationship with Big Dad
* safety of my family, relatives and friends
* longer life for my parents
* world peace again (love thy neighbors)
* to have wings and a halo (angel for short)
* I am a princess… I should have a prince… the chosen one… from Big Dad… (not now…I’m busy with my toxic schedule and I can’t handle them right now…lolz)
* to be in paradise with God
* to live my life in accordance to the Father
* and a lot of sleep ( I am deprived of it since I entered college)

I think it's a lot but, I just posted this for you to see what I think... I just posted this to keep myself striving and hoping, to have a goal... But I really posted this for you to accomplish my wish (act like a genie this time). Hehe... But I don't want to hope because I know that not all of you are reading my blog and not all of you are born with a golden spoon and fork in your mouth, it's just for fun... the rest is up to my prayers and the one who'll hear and answer it... The next thing I will do is, to put it in a balloon and send it to heaven to be heard, (as if my balloon would reach the stratosphere).=)