It's Your Birthday! =)

Let this post be offered to the one who celebrates his birthday today. I met you, last February 14,2011 during the new employees orientation. You and your friends were late while I was the 1st one to arrived. You were just wearing your jeans while I followed the formal attire. You belong to the 1st group while I'm in group 2. You were sitting on the left side of the aisle while I'm on the right but then we faced each other. You we're smiling while I was timidly shy. That was the first time we met, and that first time I just can't forget. September came and I need to have my annual physical exam. It was September 23 of the same year when we had the chance to meet again in person. I was scheduled to have my chest x-ray and as a radtech, you were also on duty at that same moment. You told me to wear my gown and I didn't know you will be the one who will take the xray. You offered me your bread, saying that you're giving everyone food. I said no, but thanks anyway. You took my xray and while taking it, you keep on talking (nonsense). I was just smiling and then you said, "don't worry it will look good, because you keep on smiling." Later that afternoon, we meet again, but not in the hospital but in SM. You told me, "oh! You're here again!" As I opened my FB page on my phone, I had a new friend request that needs to be confirmed. As there's no picture, only the name, I didn't confirm at first. When I went home and found out that you were the one, the confirm box were clicked. We became friends by then. On the day of my birthday, an unknown number sent me a birthday message (on my sun number) and I keep on asking who it was and the reply were just this smiley (:p). I had the intuition that it is you all along, until one day you admitted it was you and I was happy about it. You were sweet and funny, that maybe any girl could fall for you, then 1 day I admitted to myself that I am having a crush on you and I tried to hide and denied it, but then I just can't. December 4, 2011. I found out that you already had a girlfriend and she's coming back to Manila where she's working. You feel so sad and I know about it, but then I didn't know how to comfort you and ease the pain that you're feeling. Then, I realized I was hurting too. I don't know why but when we're not texting each other I missed you. I said to myself that I just want to make you happy even if it's not with me, I'll just remain to be your friend, someone who will be there when you need, to support and to give you strength. December 17, 2011. It's the employees' Christmas party and I was on stage dancing something very odd. Something that's not me. And you were there watching my every move. I didn't know that you were there, when I passed by, you said "you look good" then there's the thumping of my heart, not only because I was too shy to perform but because you actually saw what I had done. you texted me "grabe sayaw mo ba" and I was like, "OH MY GOD!!! I will never do it again, ever!" These were just some of the scenes we had that was etched on my memory, that no matter how much I tried to forget I just can't but instead I could remember every detail. You said, you're a free man now, but I still don't know what I am to you, I still don't know if you feel the same way too, because I know that you really love her, and whatever it was that caused your break-up, I don't have the right to know, all I know is she will always be a part of you, and if she's the one who makes you happy, so be it. I am always here, and if it's only friendship that we could have, I know I can deal with it, I am still too young, by the way and if you're just here to let me have something to learn, then I should learn from it. Because I still believe that there's a boy for every girl, so if you're not that boy, that means we we're meant to be friends, because friendship never ends, and it never stops, there's no break-ups and heartaches unless you fall in love. I want to greet you a happy happy birthday! Wishing you all the best in life, more birthdays to come, candles to blow,gifts to receive and years to count...Blessings to share and all the joys in the world! Because you deserve to be happy and you deserve to be blessed! Thanks for the friendship and the laughter we shared! Happy birthday padiwal!