Just A Thought...Hmmm!!

I am ALONE.  It's not usually rare, because I am ALWAYS alone, all by myself. All by my own, just with my own shadow. Sometimes I want to be with someone other than myself, my family or my friends. Sometimes I want to be with someone I could count on to, someone who will hold my hand and tell me that everything will be alright. Sometimes, I want to be with someone who will be by my side when difficult times will come, when I am facing certain problems and trials, someone who will be there to support me and will just be behind my back, pushing me forward, encouraging me that I could always do it. That someone who will be my Bruce Wayne, or my silent protector.

I had written the above paragraph about 3 days ago, and I don't want to be alone in the end, I realized that even though I love my freedom and I love being single, we can't deny the fact that it's really different if you have your own family in the near future. I realized how hard it is for a single lady or a single man, when there will be a time that they need someone by their side, when they need someone to take care of them, because you can not always ask assistance from your nieces or nephews, your siblings have their own lives to live too.

My old-maid aunt was admitted yesterday, and she's living alone. Though you can see her happy and always laughing, we always know that she needs someone who could take care of her. She's able and she's so vivacious and hyper.  She's now facing another chapter of her life, she'll undergo an operation, I think it will be appendectomy later, and she needs moral support and prayers. I know that my aunt is a strong woman and she could face whatever what's in front of her. I feel so sad, because everyone is busy and no one will take care of her at the hospital, because everyone has work to do. I don't want to be like her, I don't want to be pitied when that time comes.

I don't care how long, but I'm willing to wait,no matter how silly it may seems. I know that it will all be worth it. Everything will be done and will come in due time.  Everything will all be according to HIS plans and will. I will not complain, I just need to accept that everything is happening because He knows what's best for me and I am just waiting for the "period" when He's done writing my love story. I know that it will be the sweetest and the most romantic story ever told.

So whoever you are, wherever you are, make it fast, will you?