| feels like I'm this little child |
I am single but I miss someone. I am single but each day I get to miss you. I just don't know what I feel for you, but you're special to me. I care for you, like the way I care for my family. I'm concerned about you, like the way I am with my best friend. I don't really know who you are, I don't know you're entire background and life story. I don't know certain things about you, but all I know is we're friends. (If that's what you call it). You know what, sometimes I don't know what to say or do, whenever I'm in front of you. Sometimes I wanted to hate you but I just can't. Sometimes, I hate myself for treating you special when there's no way you could treat me like that. Maybe I like you or maybe I'm just like this. I'm not expecting you to like me back, or reciprocate what I've done. I only want you happy, even if it's not with me. And one day I just hope that I could name this feeling, that I could be certain about it, maybe I'm falling for you, but then as what they say, there are people who look good together but we're never meant to be, never meant to stay forever. People say, we look good together but I know maybe, we're really not meant to be. It's okay, it's absolutely fine, at least there's a time in my life that I've liked someone who also gave me his attention for a while, even if it's only friendship that we have and that it will the only thing that will exist between us. Be happy and be strong, my superman. Just like the picture, everything is gray without you, cause you're like crayons, you color up my world, with you everything is technicolor.
Just remember, I'm always here for you.
-countess
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